화요일, 2월 28, 2006
Word of the day: Drained.
Yup im super drained now. =.= Slept at 2am last nite n woke up at 5plus studying for my bahasa test today k. N all thanks to kw who kept me awake again. Lol. He's my studying khaki whenever i need to burn the midnight oil leh. Heh cos i know he will surely be awake so can entertain me den i wun fall asleep while mugging halfway. Any interested party who is also awake feel free to leave down ur name n hp no so that i can contact u next time..=p Lol.
Tired~~ somemore today is my 5 hrs of tutorials straight day. I mean 5 straight hrs of tutorials. Ok whatever. My mind is not thinking straight anymore already lar. Especially after jap tut which sapped whatever that remained of my energy. But lucky its not suzuki. Although she sat in for the tutorial today. Phew.
Den after that supposed to go home n sleep but ended up meeting juline at causeway point to go gai gai. Heng neva watch movie (she wanted to watch munich which i hav zero inkling of) cos i think i will surely doze off halfwae thru the show. Den courtesy of shawn, i went over to woodlands lib level 4 to pass him his adobe photoshop disc. Err abit weird to intrude a bunch of sec school kids to talk to one of them lor. Big card hor..lol. Now u know what it means liao. N i realised its been a long time since the last time i went there to mug. Think since Alevels ba.
N shawn said i look like 16-18 years old only. Diao..
Yay tmr is rest day. Finally.
Shall write more tmr den.
토요일, 2월 25, 2006
Do i always say the wrong things at the wrong occasion? Cos i realise that some things are just meant to be left unsaid.
I dun feel good when somebody feels sad.
On a happier note, i finally bought my new hp.
Why issit i dun sound estatic as i should be?
2 pics that i took when i stayed over at eugene's house.
Ya that were the only pics i took there..cos as usual i avoided the cam as much as i could le.
Hmm hmm hmm. Frankly, i would consider yesterday as a nice day. Ok, at least in comparison to the day before, yesterday was relatively much more enjoyable. But as u know, things dun always go smoothly without a hitch. Its just as if u are driving on a road. At first glance, the first few miles may be straight but somewhere as u drive further down the road, some irritating humps are bound to come into view . So would u classify ur drive under bumpy? Or smooth? Its subjective ba i guess.
The afternoon was pretty fun i would say. Spent it at jiat ling's house with eugene to make the ketan durian thingy. N became quite shou with him in the process cos he kept making me laugh til my abs hurt. Lol. He still told me it was good exercise. But yah he's really funny. I kept telling him that he n kw really puts jap to 'good' use. Heh they like to use it for erm other purposes.
N it made me realise something. Of the whole clique, the pple im the closest to are the 3 guys n just one ger. Ok i dunno why i cant seem to click with the gers yet, but im still trying lah. Somehow it is easier to talk to guys than gers. Even thomas is alright now. (heh angel will oppose this) But if u had asked me a few years ago i would have definitely said the opposite cos i used to avoid talking to pple of the opposite gender. Dun ask me why cos i dun feel like answering. So i gather i must have changed abit. N i think i know how the change came about. Ok lets just leave it as that there was somebody who made me braver n im thankful to him. Really.
Hmm den after we made the ketan durian, jiat ling's dad sent us to school. Abit paiseh though..but the stuff was really too heavy esp the 2 tupperware containing the gravy. But eugene, being nice as usual (although i think he was just trying to show his strength =p) offered to help me carry one of them even though he was already holding 2 large aluminium trays with the glutinous rice. Den we sat at the arts canteen to rot cos it was still early. Met angie n weibin there so just sat down n talked lor. Both of them kept eyein the glutinous rice n the gravy. Lol.
Yapz so the presentation started n i almost dozed off at the batik part. It was not that captivating la. Somemore i was super hungry n kinda cold inside LT9 so i was pretty bored halfway through the thing. Finally it ended at 8pm n me, eugene, kityi n meishi decided to siam without eating the food. It was partly because kw n sheena were standing alone at the forum waiting for us to go dinner also. Den in the end, kityi n meishi went off so left the 4 of us who decided to go dhoby ghaut for dinner. Took 95 n 106 there n i kept complaining to eugene how come the journey was so long. Heh n guess what he answered me. Cos i wasnt sitting with someone who will make the journey seem short. (the other 2 were sitting infront of us) Err i neither agreed nor disagreed. Remember the hitch i mentioned previously? It already came out in my story so far. Forget it if u cant see it though.
Den later we met huixian at PS. Actually i think huixian is a very lucky ger cos eugene really loves her alot. Heh. Den sheena went shopping by herself cos i think she wasnt in the best of the moods yesterday. But i felt abit bad cos i dunno if she left cos she din want me to feel left out. Cos there were 5 pple. I know, everyone is trying to accomodate me n make me feel at home..hiaks im really lousy. So end up only the 4 of us ate dinner at swensens. N no its not a double date thankew. Its was more of 2 lightbulbs. As usual, i clammed up again. Somebody switch off my automatic lock mechanism please.
So after that went home together lor. Eugene sent huixian to choa chu kang n kw sent me back. Think the 2 of them met at sembawang later to go home together. N i cant help but mention that i was quiet again in the mrt. Only became noisy when kw n me got off at semb. Ehh i really dunno why i auto clam whenever there are other pple around leh. Dumb.
Guessing games are not to be played by people with weak hearts..
목요일, 2월 23, 2006
Why issit that i always end up feeling bored whenever i have time on my hands n im all alone at home? Siann..n i know very well that i got things to do lor. Like studying for my bahasa test or doing my jap homework but i just cant seem to sit down proper n do them. I just feel so restless..
Bored bored bored..
Restless restless restless..
Seriously what kind of person am i? *scratches head* I dunno leh..from what my frens say of me, i perceive that i must be quite a bo chup person. Does that mean im a lousy fren? Hiaks..but i just cant help it. Although generally if u ask help from me i will surely give it to u..but other than that..i dunno..i wun really ask..i just feel that if u wanna tell me something u will just tell me instead of me having to ask..cos i dun feel good about invading other pple's privacy. Ok maybe im seeing the whole thing too much from my point of view. Cos personally i tend to keep to myself; thats y i always have the notion that pple will do likewise. Am i wrong to think that way?
Sianz.
Why issit that things that seem so nonchalant under normal conditions always get to u when ur emotional system is suppressed? Even the best entertainer i have doesnt seem to cheer me up. His charm must be dropping.
Double sianz.
I know perfectly well i shouldnt be grumbling. Its very bad k. It makes u feel worse than what u are supposed to feel. But i just cant stop myself from grumbling. This road is more bumpy than what i expected. N i know its the same for anyone. Nobody in this world can walk a straight path throughout his entire life. So i should be glad that i was born with 4 limbs, with 5 senses, with both parents, with whatever..in short, i should be content n not complaining away like some moron.
Self consolation never seems to work.
Triple sianz.
But nah i can only be sian for a day. The sun sets n rises as usual the next day. I should not be stubborn like a mule n let everything get to me. I still have many years infront of me to let myself wallow in self-pity..this is enuf. Life was never fair to begin with. Thats y its called Life.
Tomorrow will be a better day..
Ok its youtube time again. Target of the day: hyesung!
Yaps (ok yups..somebody said yap is dog sae one =p) just in case if anyone is wondering, i AM really free. Free not in the monetary sense thankew. Free in the sense that im practically shaking leg throughout my whole midsem break. Lol. Nah i do have a bahasa test on tue. But at least it isnt as time consuming as an lsm test mah. So im still taking things easy. Heh.
My pace of life has suddenly decreased its speed. Which aint exactly wonderful cos it means that my momentum will drop as well. N this isnt the best time for it to decline lor. Tsktsk. Never mind, i will see how things go when school reopens erm tmr. So fast.
Wa sian my bro's fren is staying over at my house for a month til he finds new lodgings. N kw ask me to be careful of color wolf. Eh the pot calling the kettle black. Haha. But its really inconvenient to have a guy in the house lor. Heard he quarrelled with his family so he ran out of the house. Err at this age in this generation? First time i see it happening in real life..
수요일, 2월 22, 2006
One word to summarise yesterday n today : BUSHED!
Wah im really worn out now..just feel like hitting the pillows every minute as i try to type this. (the lure of my pillow is just too great u know) But i shall persevere n finish my entry for the day cos i actually have pretty much stuff to write..heh.
Yesterday i bunked over at eugene's house for the first time n included in the entourage were kityi, huixian, maythu, sheena n kaywee. Heh frankly i din know why i stayed over at his house but it was quite fun la. Cos in the afternoon me n eugene had to go over to ibu novi's house to learn cooking. Oh our dish is some durian glutinous rice thingy which both of us din eat in the end after making it ourselves. Lol. Cannot la the sauce is too niam niam le. I see only i dun dare to eat already. Eugene din eat cos he dislikes durians. But nah its alright, we have another member to help us taste. Heh. Anyway after that i rushed home to have a change of clothes n ended up being late for 5 mins when i got back to tanah merah mrt in the evening.
Hmm so we played mj, PS2 thru the night before i buang-ed at about 3am. =p Ohya dinner was at some bedok dunno wat place. Lol. I only noticed the bak chor mee store was called ah poh meat noodles sth one. But it was my first time having dinner at bedok leh. N kw kept asking me if i ate enuf. =.= Den they later went out for supper (i think its some prata shop) which i gave a miss cos i really couldnt stand it le. So ended up i slept alone in eugene's sister's room. N i heard later kityi n kw came in to ka jiao me twice although i din hear anything much..
Felt quite bad to eugene cos i accidentally smeared his jacket sleeve with chilli (gasp)! But lucky he was very nice about it..although later he told kityi that if i spend a night with him to bu chang den it will be alright. Grr. Just realised he exact frequency with kw. NO wonder they are such good frens. Lol. But too bad siyu din come in the end cos nobody msged him about the details..hopefully next time he can come lor..
The next day was even funnier..think i was the only earlybird who woke up at 7sth 8 lydat. Heh expected la. The rest were all sleeping like dead logs..So i decided to wake up, wash my face n tidy up the bed i slept on, before venturing downstairs to see if his parents were around. The weirdest thing was that the radio in his parents' room was on but there wasnt a single soul in the house lor~ in the end i had to entertain myself by sitting on the stairs listening to the radio n enjoying the view at the same time. Waited til 930 n still nobody stirred in the whole household. The only thing that stirred n churned was my poor stomach! Super hungry cos i din eat supper with them last night..sigh. Yap so the stay ended with me wakin up eugene to help me open the lock n me walking alone to tanah merah mrt. =)
Heard everyone else woke up at 12 plus..
Anyway the reason why i woke up that early was cos i had to go down sch for my jap interview with matsuo akane san. erm ok i think tou peng. Akane matsuo san. Ehh i dunno lar.. very bad at jap names. But she was really nice n friendly. Heh.
Ok super long post todae to make up for the absence these few days. Esp to the people who missed me~ haha. N just a point of note for a particular PRO person. U noe who u are lar hor. Lol. Faster get on with ur revision!! N write nice things about me thankewww...=p
N i dunno why sitting at the stairs portray a xiaomeimei image..does it really? Kw saes like some small kid waiting at the childcare center for her parents to come fetch her home. Even shawn agrees..hiaks..i think i must be still young at heart. Lol. Dun puke. Kk time to go dreamland liao..
BUSHED!!! (i miss the familiar scent of my pillow n my bed...)
일요일, 2월 19, 2006
Ok, shawn is trying to teach me adobe photoshop now. Lol, i think i must be a complete photoshop idiot. Eh its very difficult leh..so many layers thingy. N im trying to be as erm absorptive as possible le. Din know it was this complex to do a normal banner.
Anyway its the start of the midsem break~ my time to stay at home n shake leg. Haha..cos i had most of my tests before the break, with the exception of my bahasa test on the 28th of feb. Oh nice date. Last day of feb. Heh. Ok lame. Anyway tmr im going shopping with my mum n hopefully i can get my new nokia6111 cos i have been eyeing it for like the longest time ever..have to shelf my oven for the time being again though cos im having an financial crisis at the moment. Super tight with my cash currently. So bo bian..but im determined to get my oven as soon as possible. So pple please donate money generously to the needy! Lol..
Kk back to my photoshop before my 'teacher' say i never pay attention again...=p
목요일, 2월 16, 2006
Short memo.
Survived my tests.
Jap was a flunk.
Somebody is irritating me again.
I must maintain my composure.
High threshold.
Jap dialogue. Hate it...
화요일, 2월 14, 2006
Hmm..ok fine today IS valentine's day. But do not take for granted that everybody out there is attached just like u may be. Period. Seriously, i think 14 feb is a kind of hazard to singles. It serves the only pathetic purpose of stepping onto ur dignity by rubbing huge coarse crystals of sodium chloride into ur wounds, making everything more bloody den what it originally had been. Ok fine, i admit im overexaggerating. But u get my drift right. Its enough that we dun have someone to celebrate it with, to receive bouquets of flowers from (even though i find it exceedingly wasteful n nonsensical to buy flowers that cost a bomb..i wun mind having them), to make choco chip cookies for...in short, to whatever whatever. So stop adding oil to fire like nobody's business. Singles have feelings too 'kae.
Ok, the above post was written for the sole purpose of letting me vent my boredom as well as to reflect on the emotional changes that an unattached individual goes through during the uterine cycle. Lol..what am i saying..too much physio is bad for the mind. Stimulates the production of neuron cells catabolism. Heh.
Siann~~~ does action really speaks louder than words? Lol..double meaning to this line..
I dowanna be studying for my jap n pharma!!!
Ohya 2 banner like thingy (i think they are called icons ba) that shawn made for me..
I like the second one..esp the color of her hair..lol..
To study or not to study..that is the question.
Today is a sad sad day..=( I think i decided that tuesday is not my favourite day of the week after all. Can i wan my retail therapy again~
금요일, 2월 10, 2006
Heh ok just a quickie before i sucuumb to temptation n let myself indulge in youtube again. The thing is such a bad influence! Lol. Cant stop myself from accessing it and staring intently at clips of TVfXQ n koike teppei n shinhwa n h.o.t and so the list goes on for eternity..heh. I think im still smitten with TVfXQ~~ cos they are just so absolutely adorable. *Gushes* Haha..dun puke please. Especially the clips where they learn japanese. Just right for me cos their jap is on par with me! Haha..but i think their accent is so much nicer den mine..
Hmm..in a pretty nice mood these few days. ^_^ Ok i must clarify, nice except for the fact that i have 3 stupid tests waiting for me next week. Think only me n kw are so poor thing..but hope everything will be alright in the end for us ba..大変なのけど、頑張っているよ！
Heh today's salsa was super fun~~ Beginner 2 is waay funner den beginner 1 cos now the speed increases so everything is slightly in faster mode. N we had to do this spotting thingy. which equates to being able to focus at this point infront of u til u are about to turn den turn ur head in one quick motion. Yaps, it IS as giddy as it sounds. Lol. Especially if u had to do a few turns in succession. Haha..but its fun~~ i highly recommend it to any budding dancer who just wanna try her/his hands on a dance. But hor..now im interested in ballroom n waltz too. Ok in fact any social dance lar. So jio me along k..=) Stupid kw says i lack human touch. Thankeww..
Hmph this week angel abandoned me twice..hiaks. =( N i realised it is pretty odd to join another clique. Maybe it will get smoother with time ba..hopefully. Cos i still need to be with them every tuesday leh. N in the whole clique im on the best terms with kityi n kw only. But kw kinda disappeared with wanjie n sheena that time so i only stayed with kityi. Ok lah, i wouldnt sae huixian n maythu werent trying to be nice, after all they did offered a seat to me. But dun really click leh. So hopefully hopefully after the cooking thing i can be more shou with eugene. At least one more person mah. Heh. It takes alot of time n effort to penetrate a clique k. Somemore the 3rd person im more shou with--siyu also disappeared le. N as everybody knows, joining that clique comes with more teasing. But nah, im alright with it. I consider it as a common topic. Lol.
Hope the rest of the sem will be as nice as these few days..;D
Yay, shawn offered to help me host audio files..heh cos filelodge doesnt work for me leh. Dunno why. Sometimes i feel like we are more of friends than tutor-student relationship lor. Even his mum msgs me occasionally. So cute. N lionel likes to offer me food. =p
有时候，静静地跟着他的脚步
也是个很快乐的事。
월요일, 2월 06, 2006
Hmm was reading zw's blog just now n it kinda brought back quite a few memories. But one thing i was quite surprised (pleasantly i shld say) was that i din know zw likes kangta more den what i had expected. Heh. All along i always thought she was on the fence. Hmm..but frankly, up til now i still cant really accept the fact about H.O.T's breakup. I remember for a period of time after i knew the news i avoided watching any of their vids cos i would tear up if i did. Especially when i watched JTL's first album mvs..there was always the hidden meaning present whereby they would have like 5 shirts hanging on the clothesline, or else they had like 5 small boys growing up but in the end left with 3. The signficance of the breakup was so obvious, it was like unbearable to sit through the whole mv without thinking of h.o.t. And the very first time i saw kangta's polaris mv it got me pretty upset about the cross-dressing too. It was as if he purposely changed so much from his original style so as to forget how he was like in h.o.t. So it was really quite bad. Hiaks.
But now its like 4plus years since they broke up n almost a decade since they debuted le..so im more or less resigned to it. Cos i firmly believe that no matter what happens to kangta, heejun, tony, jaewon n woohyuk..the legend will still stay on in the hearts of all of h.o.t's fans..
일요일, 2월 05, 2006
Hehe ok i know i was super lazy today cos i spent practically the whole day at kt's house playing mahjong!! Lol..end up i got lotsa stuff haven do yet..but nah mastering mj is more important. Haha. Thanks to kt's cousin (yiqing..is that his name?) who patiently explained to the mj-morons like us (me, jn, ng, xj, kt n hy) for like almost an hour..i can proudly conclude that at least we know how to play a proper game now, complete with rules and everything! Heh..*beams* Although i still wanna complain about the Winds thingy..why so complex one..hiaks.
But hor..our playing skills still needs some brushing up cos its still quite bad seriously. Got quite a few rounds that ended without anybody winning lor. SO dumb. Lol.
Kk..think im turning into a mj addict soon..anyone got time jio me k..haha~~
Back to my kanji application...=(
토요일, 2월 04, 2006
Hmm is this my second post of the day? Seems to remember writing an entry this morning before going for tuition. Hiaks speaking of tuition today is super dui cos i was like late for 70mins! At first it was supposed to be at 230 but i was talking to kayee online den i forgot about the time so i called lionel (he's my the other student ; shawn's younger bro) to change it to 3pm instead. Den i thought it was faster if i took 912 from woodlands cos his house is actually abt 15mins walk from marsiling mrt. Who knows i actually took the wrong 912 which dunno went where..aiya in short today was really a flop lar. 别提了。。
Resigned to it..i should stop being late for tuition..so pissed off with myself.
Hmm to tomato chan..hope ur confidence comes back k..^_^ N u are still on my list..heh.
It suddenly dawned on me that alot of pple around me treats me like a xiaomeimei (esp kw and angel). Lol. I dunno whether i should laugh or snort. Ok, maybe the former. Although seriously speaking, it aint such a bad thing cos it means i look young. Heh. But im quite certain it actually comes with the connotation that i behave in a childish manner too. Do i? Or do i just portray the image of some defenceless small ger that needs to be protected and cared for? I certainly dun think i look the part ba. But i know most pple think i got no strength. Haha ok i concede to that. Im just too nua to command any strength lar. Lazy~~ =p
N its a natural mechanism that when im with pple im close to i will let down my defences and become slightly stupider. So if u hear me ask u stupid questions (my most famous one: wat day is today) u will know how i treat u..heh. Its an honour k if i ask u that question..haha~
But now even shawn thinks i seem like a xiaomeimei~ diaoz. How can i be a tutor if my own student thinks i have a baby face n asks me to go n sleep at 11pm while he goes to watch movie?! 气死我了。。
But yes..im going to sleep now. Haha.
Sian in no mood to do my school stuff..later still have to go for tuition at 230. So in short, my saturday is gone just like that. Idiot..
Sian sian sian...
This sem really feels not right. Its as if everything started from the wrong foot and so now even the pace is wrong.Ok i know i want to correct my pace but somehow i just cant seem to do it. Now is already the end of the 3rd week and still my momentum is not picking up. Why? I ask myself. Is my nua-ness working up again? I concede that its an important sem cos it is going to decide my fate of going for hons next year. So why am i not being as hardworking n studious as what i would like myself to be?
To anybody else reading this, please do not get pressurised by me k. I just like to pressurise myself early cos i tend to procrastinate too much. So things will not get done if i dun stress myself to start early..yap so just ignore me. Alternatively u can help by adding to my stress. Haha. Although most probably i cant be bothered also lar. Cos from young nobody ever pushes me to study. But there was somebody who once tried to push me by promising something in return if i did well for my exams. But i guess it has already gone forgetten..nah i dun need it anyway. I can do very well on my own, thankew.
Oh me n angel were talking about love contracts the other day. Speaking of which we din do our mani after all cos we din like the outlets at PS. =( Nvm..theres always another chance to do it..Anyway i was mentioning about contracts. Yap, nice leh. Heh i mean if u get to sign one with a cute guy. Haha i should place emphasis on the word CUTE. If not, i think it would be a torture. Lol.
Yay, i just finished my salsa beginner 1 yesterday! But got a stupid ah beng like guy go n comment on my slippers which made me so paiseh. Think cos i hit his head twice n stepped on his foot thats y. Hiaks. Normally i wear covered shoes to salsa one lor just so happen that yesterday never only..yap so next week onwards it will be beginner 2!! =) N my class actually lacks guys..so is anyone interested? Heh..Its fun lar..
목요일, 2월 02, 2006
Hmm ok today's bahasa tutorial wasnt as sleepy as i thought. Lol. Ok i give some credit to angie even though she was super slow. =p Finally got to see weibin. Haha. Erm sorry to disappoint but he din look familiar but lucky hes quite easy to talk to cos i wasnt exactly embracing the thought of being a perpetual lightbulb. Heh. Den got to know a new friend who happens to be in the same slots as me for all 3 tutorials..which also reminded me of kayee~ cos that was how i met her in jap3..^_^
Heh like not very long ago hor..think jap3 was the nicest of all 4 levels. Cos it was one that i had all my frens with me. Jap1 i only kept sticking to one fren for both tutorials n lecture cos also dunno anybody else. Jap2 was ok lar slightly better but kinda sian also cos tutorials i took alone. But lecture i had kw, jet n daphne so not that bad although the only person i was closer to was only kw. Only finally in jap3 i got to know kayee n had all my tutorials w her n kw den tutorials became more fun. Heh so kayee san u noe ur importance in my jap life hor..haha.. n not to leave out my tc khaki for the past few sems..yashi..yapz so these are the 3 pple who made jap so much nicer n bearable for me..=)
Hmm tired..tmr going with angel for my manicure..my 2nd mani! ;D
Hope it will turn out nice n that the person has better nail art skill cos the previous one was really bad..5 dots= flower?? Thankew lor..lydat i also know.
Saya mau tilok..(i dunno if its correct cos angel sae tidur but my mum saes tilok..heh ok its of insignificance)
수요일, 2월 01, 2006
Heh ok im finally back. Havent been updating for awhile even though i came back yesterday. Lazy mah..=p
I wanna watch 恶作剧之吻!! Maybe i should go n hunt for it on friday. Heh. Hmm..what do i wanna blog about huh. All alone at home right now abit blur. The stay at pasir ris was ok lar. First day had nothing much to do except to sleep..only to be awakened by my mum saying that my cousin n aunt wanted to come n visit us. But that was quite boring too cos i ended up watching my bro n cousin trying to fly kite only. Fly kite?! Sheesh. Even such a self-confessed romantic freak like me shuns the thought of flying a kite. I mean it really seems quite bo liao trying to make the kite just fly n den crane ur neck to stare at it, worrying every min if it will come down. Ok fine, maybe its the person that u are flying the kite with that matters. But still..a big NO-NO for me..
I rather fly an aeroplane~ But its super ex..
Chinese new year just came n passed..as usual. Nothing much to look forward to n no new resolutions. Sad leh. Not that i dowan to make resolutions but i see no point in making cos in the end i will still forget them anyway. But just for the record, i hope that in the new year i will be nicer to the people around me. Its a personal thing lar. I just feel that im still not doing enough, especially towards the people whom i want to care about. So people, pls remind me to be nicer to u. Lol. That is if u are thickskinned enough to feel that u belong to the 'i want to care about' group. Heh, i welcome applications. =D
So wat did i wan to blog about huh? *scratches head*
Since i cant rem, so its gallery time again. Haha. My newest addition to my list of obsessions : 小池徹平 (koike teppei) !!
N hes part of the duo called waT which has another member, Wentz Eiji i think. The name seems abit weird but nah my interest lies only in teppei. Heh. Yapz angel..he's so cute~
Haha..thanks to him my interest in jap has revived again from its prolonged comatose state. I kinda think im on a pretty boy collection spree recently. Lol. Suddenly added so many. Was i blind previously or did they just happen to appear by the dozen out of the blue?
I remember zw saying that i din changed much since jc, living in my korean dream. Even kw said before that i ought to be weebee in wonderland. Heh i think im getting abit too dreamy n idealistic already. I seem to have this perfect ideal world carved out in my mind somewhere, filled with pretty people n lotsa love. Clear blue sky, big fluffy white clouds, just the right amount of sunlight..yapz u get the drift.
Had a horrible dream last night. 2 in fact. First one i dreamt i killed somebody n i think it was my bro. But im not very sure lar. Anyway the gross part was how i killed the person. (oops sorry a taboo topic on cny..ignore it if u dowan to read) we were at the stairs den i think i stabbed the person but he din die so i tried poking something through his neck cos i thot that would definitely kill him. I even poked it along the neck..something like perforating the neck but i dunno why he din die so i decided to push him down the stairs. Ok there was blood in the scenario but it wasnt that gory even though the person was bleeding in alot of places. The blood somehow din spurt out lar dun ask me why. Anyway after i pushed him down he rolled down n gross.....he turned back n smiled at me. Diaoz..but throughout the whole dream the thought that kept occuring to me was that i had to kill the person by all means. Ok end of story.
Err shall i continue with the second one? Suan le..the second one got ghosts one. N abit curse myself. Hmm..kinda suay having this kind of dreams on cny. Touch wood touch wood..大吉大利.
Sian i should be studying right now..but 漏油 le. No oil, no engine. Nua~~ I just wanna watch vcds n rot...
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